It's been a year.

But I'm still here. I'm still standing. I'm still alive. A lot has changed but that doesn't matter. I'm still here, and I'm still standing. That's a good thing.

Wow.

I haven't posted in ages. Haha.

See how different I am?

Yes, it's safe to say that I'm having fun. :)

Well..

Suffice to say, I haven't posted since August of 2009. A lot has changed since then. Let's recap, I no longer have a boyfriend. I no longer care about what people say about me. I do care about school. And I'm absolutely terrified for the end of junior year. That means senior year, leaving high school and going onto college. I'm NOT READY. But, I do have a new blog. It's http://sexandwhitelies.tumblr.com I'll see you there. :)

8.24.09

My boyfriend is great. :)

Well..

It's been a tough first two days back at school. I've been exhausted and annoyed. Only one thing is keeping me sane. That thing is a person. That person is - Peacock. I did not come up with the name. I really didn't. So, don't blame me if you think it's weird in any aspect at all. But, if that person ever reads this, thank you for keeping me sane. Even though I'm about to jump off the Golden Gate Bridge out of insanity. :)

Unfortunately

There are only 9 days of summer left. This really sucks.

It's Cold and It's Broken.

So, I was eating dinner at Bellini's and there was a television. On the television, it was the funeral of Former President Cory Aquino. I felt guilty watching her funeral because I never attended JJ's memorial service and I felt like I should have. I saw her coffin and I thought of JJ in his coffin. I should have gone. I feel like shit for not going. Instead, I went to the mall with my friends because I thought that I couldn't deal with going. But I should've just braved the storm and went.

I'm sorry I didn't go to your memorial service JJ. I should've gone and I didn't. I am so sorry.

Idiot Girl.

I've heard plenty of foul things. Given, a lot were during election season about President Obama. But NEVER say anything about Former President Cory Aquino, wife of Benigno Aquino, Jr. NEVER. She had the cajones to go into the snap election against Marcos and win. Hell, I'm pretty sure no one else had the will power to do what she did. HELL NO. During her presidency she got past 7 coup attempts . She was the FIRST female president of the Philippines. I can't believe someone would say this about her, days after she died.

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Up or Down?

As a little girl I had a Barbie playhouse. It was my favorite thing in the whole entire world. I loved it so much that when I moved to the Philippines at a tender age of 7, I had it shipped to the Philippines just so I could keep playing with it. Today, I gave it away to my younger cousin; she's turning 9 this September. I regret giving it to her because, I feel like just lost a huge part of my childhood. I'm not sure if it's a step towards growing up or a step to losing a part of who I am.