It's Cold and It's Broken.

So, I was eating dinner at Bellini's and there was a television. On the television, it was the funeral of Former President Cory Aquino. I felt guilty watching her funeral because I never attended JJ's memorial service and I felt like I should have. I saw her coffin and I thought of JJ in his coffin. I should have gone. I feel like shit for not going. Instead, I went to the mall with my friends because I thought that I couldn't deal with going. But I should've just braved the storm and went.

I'm sorry I didn't go to your memorial service JJ. I should've gone and I didn't. I am so sorry.