Yeah. That's how I feel.

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down
I want to come to

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

Well..

If you really think about it, today sucked. This week will suck. PERIOD.

Movie Day Today.

You know, this would be a nice tradition. Every Saturday, see a new movie with friends. Last week, it was Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. Very good movie, who knew?! I'll be honest, I've seen so many new movies this month it makes it awesome! I remember seeing Fast and the Furious, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past, and today I should be watching Angels and Demons. Shouldn't that be totally 100% awesome?

I dunno, I think it will be. And I like how I'm starting to have a set group of friends. Seeing them during lunch. Then hanging out with them on the weekends. Things are starting to look up for me. But I still feel like something is missing from my life. But I just don't know what it is. Kind of getting on my nerves if you ask me. Grr. -_-

Well...

I am going to be watching Angels and Demons with my friends tomorrow. This makes me happy. I don't usually hang out with my friends and well, the fact that I do that now, makes my life feel a little bit more complete. I still feel something is missing though. I can't place my finger on it, but there's something missing. It's getting on my nerves. That's for sure.

Oh missing piece in my life. What art thou?!

OK.

That's it. I don't care anymore. School is my biggest focus now. Nothing else. One more thing, I don't like him like that. Ugh. I don't like anyone in that way right now. I just got a little confused. That's all. Get over yourself people.

One thing is for sure though, I NEED A DUO PARTNER.

Oh and guess what I like you. But not that one person that all of you people think of. It's someone else. :P

Listen, I've got a secret.

Do I? Do I really? No. but the title was catchy and I was also thinking about The Beatles at the exact same time. So, I do have a secret. But I don't want to tell you. So, yes, this post is very contradictory. Now, I'm gonna be a pompous ass for a while and vent about the very first C+ I got on an essay.

But seriously, me?! A C+?! A C+?! Of all the grades in the world on an ESSAY I might add, a C+?! Why a C+?! I turned in a very good paper! The intro was fabulous! Arguments were right on key! So, I was missing some components but at least a B! Never in my life have I received a C+ on a paper. I was so humiliated.

However, onto lighter matters. I have plenty of school work to do that can and will drown me in papers.

Oh, I feel giddy. I almost got a ride from OOER. ;)

I'm gonna post more random stuff later.

Ugh.

OK, so the story is girl likes boy? Ok, so girl isn't sure. She refuses to confront her feelings. You see, girl and boy are best friends. Doesn't that make things complicated for ya? Why, yes it does. Here, he remembers everything the girl tells him, but forgets everything else. Their friends seem to think that they are perfect for each other. They think otherwise. Does this make sense to you? Not so much to me. Anyone willing to explain?

I wish...

I wish that I was introduced to death at a younger age. Just so I knew how to deal with it when I got older.

I know it's been nearly 3 weeks since it happened. But I haven't really known how to talk about it properly. But, JJ, I really miss you.

I hope that you know that. People are a lot happier now. That's for sure. But there is still an air of tension. We miss you a lot. We know you're in a better place now. I'm writing you a screenplay. It's pretty much, about you. And what happened after. I hope you don't mind.

We love you. <3

Five Times In a Row Must Mean Something

So, there's this card thing that predicts the future. Or something like that. In this card thing, it shows which guy loves you, who you love, and who you'll marry.

Who I will marry, I got him five times in a row.

Who I loved, I got him three times in a row.

Who loves me, I got him, four times in a row.

Is this fate? Or is it some weird coincidence? Does it mean something more?

I love him to death, but not in that way. He's my best friend. Is it supposed to be something more?